Lately I’ve been feeling real tired. Both physically and mentally.

Why oh why, do my muscles keep aching?! Usually they don’t take so long to stop aching, and everything I do aches. I can’t straighten my arms cause it hurts. I can’t even walk properly on the bus yesterday. My thighs felt like as though they’re about to give way, as I move precariously to the back.

As I sit, I lowered myself slowly. As I climb the stairs, I climbed slowly. As I walk to the library, I walked slowly – ended up scorching myself longer in the mid noon sun.

Other than that, I feel rather drained nowadays. Haven’t been able to sleep well, even though I am really weary.

And things are not looking up. Just as I thought I am 20% into a project, a sudden decision on the client’s part made my progress fall back to 10%. I have to chuck my mood board idea and my color scheme and recreate all over.

Wah lao, all of the sudden want to put in a green in the color palette. I love green, but I don’t like their green. It’s not pine green, not grass green, it’s not leafy green. It’s NOT EVEN olive green. I can’t show you the green, but it looks like an old-faded-army-water-bottle.

I’m irked and displeased with the last minute changes, I don’t even feel like continuing.



Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.