Yesterday, I realised I am a very timid and dependent person. I had always been in denial. I don’t dare to roam alone in places I’m not familiar with, I don’t know how prefer not to know how to pay bills, post items or buy movie tickets. And I hate to travel alone or be alone.

And I just realised that school resumes next week when I kept thinking that there are two more weeks to go.

But I haven’t slept enough yet leh.

And I haven’t prepare anything.

I don’t know where are my curve ruler, grading ruler and my sewing kit.

And I haven’t receive both of my pay check yet.

And my room is still in a mess.

And I haven’t got my timetable.

I haven’t finish Harry Potter book 3 and 4.

I haven’t store up enough inspirations in my head.

I haven’t lose enough weight yet.

I haven’t set any goals yet for next semester.

I don’t know where to go for my attachment.

And most importantly, I haven’t slept enough!