You thought I hated you and was avoiding you, since I didn’t bother to establish any contact with you. Afterall, you did let me down.

But I thought you were the one who hated me and was avoiding me instead. So in fear of being ignored and disliked by you, I didn’t dared to contact you.

Truth to be told, I thought of you more than just, every now and then.

But of course, I didn’t tell you that. To protect myself.

It feels weird chatting with you again. I had initially thought I’ll be haughty and mean to you. But I just couldn’t bring myself to be like that towards you.

You asked if I am still scared by the notion of keeping in touch with you. I said I don’t know. I guess, I’ll just stick to being nice and casual.

We may still be friends.