Hello all.
I know I have no updated for quite awhile. No, I’m not testing the importance of my online existance. No, I’m not waiting for people to suggest publishing my blog as a book (wth?!). I was just very busy and caught up with school and happenings.
Staying away from blogging does not mean my life is dull and unexciting. I have to admit when something interesting happened in my life, blogging bout it is not the first thing that comes to my mind.
I think I got a little cold and uninterested with blogging, especially seeing all the hoo-haas surrounding a late blogger and the privacy of her blog. And because of that, I sometimes passed over some particularly long and crafted posts when I don’t feel like/have no time reading it. Call me a hypocrite (well, everyone is), sometimes I think blogging have changed into something I kinda detest, I can no longer embrace it.
But I’m not about to give up on my blog so soon. I think, sometimes, we all need a cooling period to regain an interest for something.
Like now, instead of being surround by my boisterious friends and classmates, I am all alone in the lab at 9pm doing an assignment which is due tomorrow. And once again, I feel like a hardworking student instead of a half-past-six student who whole-day-whole-life only care about shopping.
If only I am so serious everyday.

9pm is freaky! You can be hardworking, and care about shopping one you know. Haha. Yeah, sometimes as my days pass normally, blogging is not one of my agendas leh, I realised. It has never been my top priority lah in fact. I only like to read blogs. Most times I chose not to update my blog, but somehow after a while I will start typing away, like my undone homework like that. I don’t know what I’m doing man.
Comment by Zhe Bin — 19 December, 2005 @
i’m glad you’re back.
and don’t pay much mind to that interview last week. the possibility also exists that he belongs in merchandising more than anyone else.
i used to believe in that thing that says you do what you love, and the rest will follow. i would amend that now, and say it’s more important to find work within some confederation where you’re comfortable — without regard to any classification of job or vocation.
then, later, is always the time for whatever you love. love or desire or attraction is always mercurial anyway, at least for me.
but fuck the advice, i’m just glad to see you’re okay and i like to read you even if you don’t always like to write you
Comment by fortycalibernap — 21 December, 2005 @