05 had been a bitch. She kicked me in the ass, made me fall and scratched my face against sands. She took from me, the very thing that other girls can be proud of. I walked on till the end, and now I say, “Fuck you.”
I don’t know whether to look forward to 2006 or take it as another passing year. What’s there to look forward to?
New resolutions? I say, fuck it. Year after year, I begin the year hoping I can be holier, lovelier, slimmer, “nicer”, more mature/sensible/sensitive/compassionate yada-yada. And year after year, I end my 365-days cycle as the same person 365 days before. I realised non of this “changing-to-be-a-better-man” thing made me happy. I just wanna be happy - happy with myself - even if it means avoiding things and people who’ll make me unhappy.
New friends? (What fre..?! Everyone do things for their personal benefits. That’s not to say I do not believe in friendshit; I just don’t believe in true friendship. True my ass!) New opportunities? New experiences? New…
Argh, fuck it. Just gimme my pay, I wanna go shopping.
I’m only looking forward to new things now. At least they make me happy for the moment.
haha! I also said fuck it to resolutions! I haven got my pay too!
Shopping tgt k?
Comment by becca — 3 January, 2006 @
I don’t have new year resolutions. I’ve enough of results and going through tests for them. NYR? Don’t make me laugh. And yeah may you be happy and have loads of fun in 2006. = )
Comment by Zhe Bin — 5 January, 2006 @
Becca: hehehe, can.. But now.. no money, no talk. =/
ZheBin: yeap, wish we all have a productive year this year.. =)
Comment by Little Dowager — 7 January, 2006 @