Little Dowager

Rant10 March, 2006

Don’t fucking piss me off when I’m in a shitty mood. Can’t wait to die or what?! Fucking hell. Don’t snigger and go “ahem, you slack ah?”. Not as though you are tremendously hardworking for me to look up to. Yea, like a REAL hardworking half-full bucket huh?!

Pui.

Who was the one who fantasizes bout fucking Frodo and Gandalf, and dream about geishas with Haffy Potter?! Who was the one who anyhow got into this course and lament day in day out bout her real ambition?!

Wake up darh-ling!!

Do it one more time I’m gonna fucking twist your head off and squeeze it till it’s dry like a cheebye raisin.

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Rant, Personal

KNSKNSKNS.

Was looking forward to friday, but when it’s finally here, it’s not as wonderful as I thought it would be. Sucks.

On friday, the streets should have daisies blooming along; cars that zoom past me are supposed to be yellow and eco-friendly; I should get to go for my lunch break with my colleague.

Yet I was late for 1 and a half hour. And then I only get to eat overpriced macdonald. Hate to eat mac takeaway and cold/soggy fries but I’m hungry. sulk

One project after another.

No.

More like, one project and then another another another before I click the mouse.

Fine, do lorh. Ta-bao the freaking “homework” lorh.

2 colleagues gone. Goodbye dishy-beanie-collecting designer and my senior from school. No more fun, no more happy lunch breaks together, no more midday pick-me-up.

Sat in for meeting today with a buyer during my supposed lunch time. I was cursing under my breath for the ill timing, but when I met him, my breath got sucked away. Well, almost lah.

Such a fresh breath of air, he is. So tall, so dashing, so charismatic. Was I blushing? He asked if I am new here, and I went, “Uh, yea. For about two weeks” and then he asked how do I find here and I stupidly blurbed out, “am getting used to the structure”. Shit. What bloody structure?!?! And he was like smiling silli-ly after that. So stupid lah.

(Pardon me if I sound like a suaku-never-see-before-man. I see before, in fact plenty in Macpherson. But they are all old and wrinkly and no money. hahah)

Maybe going karaoke come monday. My heart says yes, but my pocket says no, and I think my mum will say go to hell.

Need to go back to school on tuesday. My lecturer “misses” me, my boss say where’s work, and my ass yell save me.

mischool

I failed 3 subjects. But I still miss school life.