Lies don’t just go away with a prayer.
Yesterday was supposedly my last day for my internship at Macpherson. Unfotch, work kept piling up, errands kept coming my way, colleagues just became much more interesting to chat to, I ended up not being able to finish 2 designs on time. Therefore, I gotta return tomorrow in the morning to wrap things up properly , if not Humsup Boss and Mother Goose will withhold my pay then avoid my calls and ignore my emails.
Later in the afternoon, I made my way back to school for some talk regarding the academic and timetable.
Almost everyone in my batch was there. Some changed for the better, some stayed the same. I don’t know if I feel happy seeing them again.
School is good in a way that I can do whatever I want, so long I don’t screw up and can move on in time. But school is bad in a way that, I need to pretend to like some people, and take them as friends in order to stay afloat and survive.
I hate to admit this, admit that I pretend and tolerate people I can’t stand. And in order to “stay afloat and survive”, I drive myself nuts with the hatred and disgust in me.
By the way, what do you call a close friend in school who never took the effort to calls nor messages (and don’t even talk about meeting up), for 2 months of internship? And after two months, she return into your life but changed into another person you can barely stand talking to? A person so full of herself, so shockingly bitchy, a christian who supposedly goes to church very often but turned out this way?
Sorry (ho ho) to pick out the fact that she’s a christian, but I always never thought too much of people who keep going on and on bout their god and what they believe in. They just don’t turn out to be very honest people.
