Little Dowager

Today I present to you,

(click picture people)

A little sacrifice was made, I hope it won’t jeopardize anything.

Hush hush. Keep this place between you and me.

He is the reason why I watch Tv, or Singapore Idol for that matter.

He looked almost awkward to be among the other hyper contestants, like there is this Je ne sais quoi factor bout him.

Mm.

Ok, take it as I never said so much. Anyway he’s just very very cute lah.

Tooth is still painful, especially so when I eat. Don’t really wanna visit a dentist, partly cause I’m kinda broke, and I’m scared. How, ow ow owowowow… = (

Many things to be done, but I kinda wasted a day away.

Photograph the merchandise, redesign logo, set pricing, prepare packaging, post picts on blog, yadayada.

So many things, so little time.

How does the world see me? Semi charmed life - Third Eye Blind

Will I have a happy life? Keep on running - Cat Power

What do my friends think of me? Atomic - Blondie

Do people secretly lust after me? Alone - Heart (shit man…)

How can I make myself happy? Listen to your heart - Roxette

What should I do with my life? Fly away - Lenny Kravitz

Will I ever have children? The unforgiven II - Metallica (I think I know what it means)

What is some good advice for me? All is full of love - Bjork

How will I be remembered? Feng - Jay Chou (Come and go like a wind?)

What is my signature dancing song? Lazy - Suede

What do I think my current theme song is? Andy Lau & Anita Mui - Don’t say love hurts

What does everybody think my current theme song is? Only happy when it rains - Garbage

What song will be played at my funeral? Nothing compares to you - Sinead O Connor

Yesterday was many of a first.

I had my first Nonya meal in a newly opened restaurent near Spottiswood Park. It was nice, like really good homecooked food.

Unbelievably (cos I’m itching to go out), I stayed in the office, worked on the freelance project till 6. And then I bused down to Chinatown, with only the intention of buying some fabric. The textile uncles there looked really unfriendly and intimidating, so I ended up not getting anything cos I didn’t really wanna walk into their shop at all.

But the “Auntie” was really nice, and I ended up sourcing for my own business, using the money I just earned back the day before. And now I’m quite broke again. Duh.

Now I’m on my own, gotta do what I need to do, want to do, my way to do, my own things. It’s a shiok feeling, selecting the merchandise myself, not having to consult another person, not getting rebutted cos of different preference.

Like, Woo hoo.

Anyway, after spending over a hundred on the merchandise, 65bucks on a new specs, I trained down to Dhoby Ghaut to check out the Great Singapore Sales.

And then I bumped into some classmates & friends, and we shopped a little together, and I totally unleashed my inner monster. I bought a pair of shoes for 30 and a bag at 26. Not bad a bargain. But I was supposed to buy some clothes.

Shit.

Don’t screw up.

I’m so sleepy and tired out.

I want to sleep, I can’t sleep.

Tomorrow is Presentation, Submission and Pre-sale. The day after is Fundraising Day and X-men in the evening.

Good to end the first month, first module, with a blast. Cos I’m gonna be so free for the next 3-4 week. (Wee, I’m going to do screen printing then!)

Good night world, I’m going back to MS word.

Woo hoo. Another flea market!!!

Zouk Flea & Easy Market

4th June 2006 2pm to 7pm At Zouk lorh. Bring June issue of Cleo for goodie bag (er, god know what)

Gosh, I’m so addicted onto Blondie, Madonna, Kylie and Boney M. right now. (Shuddup I know I’m very gay)

I’m sooooo going to dread my Music Appreciation lesson tomorrow.

Classical music for 2 hours… Eeek!

Erm, don’t really know why am I still sitting here typing this at 530am. Oh yes, I was supposed to finish up on the designs for the freelance project. I think she’s (my “boss”) gonna kick my ass cos I obviously didn’t put in much effort into designing. Blah. Peanut job.

Can’t wait for Friday to be over! Can’t wait to go gai gai! Can’t wait wrap up my first module (taught in 4 days x 4 weeks)! Can’t wait to watch X-men too!

Shit I want to sleep now.

Argh, haven’t finish………!

I was standing in the bathroom after I showered, and I thought,

“Damn, I like the left side of me more.”