Ever since last semester, I’ve been having rather frightening dreams.
Frightening, not in the sense like, ghouls chasing me down the street, or malicious people stabbing me in the back. But frightening like, it happen in my dreams pretty often, at the most unexpected moment, and I can’t control it.
In the most boring and nonsensical dreams (that even I can’t remember), a black spot/splot/cloud will appear outta no where and began to grow bigger until it totally covers my “vision”. And I fear it greatly cause I feel that I’ll be lost and sucked into an abyss, and I’ll never wake up from this dream.
And so I struggled, so hard. I can feel my eyelids closed, limbs stiffed, but my mind’s awake. And I keep telling myself to yell, to jump outta bed, but my body just lies there motionless, my throat stucked, and the black spot/splot/cloud just grows bigger and bigger.
And then I woke up just before daybreak with a yelp. Just a soft and very gay yelp, but I know it has happened before, and not something that I imagined just to go along with the story.
