I realised I’m starting to dislike doing freelance designing. In fact, I abhorrrrr doing it. Sometimes I dread picking up the phone or replying the lady’s messages.
The projects, I don’t care about them enough to creating an aesthetic appeal nor do I enojy the work process - going to her very Yin-ish office after school or during sat (damn tired can?), working on the crap Freehand 10 that always hang on me, the email attachment etc etc. The pay is about the same as working in the retail floor part time, just that it’s more flexible, but very impromptu all the time.
I think I would seriously consider stop working part time for her, if not because I’m trying very hard to stop taking pocket money from my Mom (still not on talking terms) and learn to be more “financially independant” at my age.
It feels good to earn & spend your own money and not having to report and reason for your every purchase.
But, Zhuan qian zhen xin ku.
