Everytime I start working on my final year project, my subconscious mind will start worrying bout my future. I double-check the realness of the situation, and question the actuality of my future career as a fashion designer.
Even though I’ve already been offered a position as a designer in my current company, my boss is not able to promise me a fat pay check for the moment. As a student, I see this company as a place full of learning opportunities, but once I am out of school, will this place still be a platform for me to learn and grow, or a stagnant contentment? Will Boss still put in effort to groom me or simply hope that I stay with her based on the gratitude I have for her?
I want to go overseas and study, but I doubt my family will be able to afford the daunting figures in pounds.
And by the time I save up enough to go over, I am definitely going to live the life of a starving and poor student again.
But remember J, Contentment is easier than Ambition. But Ambition can change your Fred Perry to a Bally tomorrow.
