I felt abit of pain in my heart, and I haven’t felt like this in a long while.

You know, that sudden, devastating sense of disappointment and failure?

The thing is, I resolved to give him up, I stucked to what I wanted to do and it did made me happier.

However, once I discovered what he was doing secretly behind my back, it hurts. He didn’t lie, but he didn’t say anything either. I knew it was no-strings-attached, but I didn’t like how he deliberately kept things from me.

To think that I thought he was the most honest guy I ever know.

I will never see him in the same light again.