Little Dowager

Personal31 December, 2006

I started planning my new year resolution 10 days before today.

I realised, every possibly resolution I make, sets me back to square one, and I keep telling myself, “No worry, I have the next next year to fix things up.”

And next next year it shall be for fixing up.

Happy new year to y’all.

Uncategorized30 December, 2006

this is the very reason why Hermès bags cost so much, and takes so long to make.

See the process.

Personal24 December, 2006

When you know some ass you know, is doing direct sales in health and face product, and he text messages you “Hey, you know what is biomagnetic stuff?”

NEVER FUCKING REPLY.

Personal

I have one of the most fabulous christmas lunch prepared by my boss. She used to own a restaurant, but now she only cooks once a year - for the office christmas party.

She and her trusty friend cum personal chef prepared a spread - 3 different kinds of pasta, oxtail stew, the most heavenly smoked salmon, roast beef, stuffed turkey, salad, potato, fruitcake, fruit punch, and tons of alcohol.

Thank god I adhere to the office party rules by limiting my alcohol intake, because it is not cool getting sloshed out in the afternoon, in the office, and I might just make a fool of myself and scold Pricky for being such an asshole, he deserves no present this year.

God, I hate seeing him.

And I think he knows how much I secretly hate him too.


Enough of the hating. I wish everyone a merry christmas. And here is my favourite christmas song, for everyone who read through my nonsense for year 2006.

Merry christmas!

Institu-retardation22 December, 2006

I can’t wait for school to be over.

So much shit had fallen upon the designers, that I don’t think anyone feels motivated enough to keep working on our collection.

First there was the collaboration shocker.

Next there was the concept barrier.

Now we all have to face the apathetism of the ‘Biggest lady’ (whom I will now call her Ranch girl cos she’s so bloody Polo-Ralph-Lauren-love-me-some-horses, I mean, Equestrianic), who’s only concern is about models and money. Models and money.

She’s so apathetic about our FYP collection, I wish I have the guts to tell her to keep her negative energy away from all of us.

So there was a meeting with her today. So what?

It’s not like she have anything constructive to offer anyway.

To think that I would actually look forward to work now, more than school.

emotion19 December, 2006

If it’s not so cold, I would like to head out and play in the rain.

Like right now.

emotion, Personal18 December, 2006

It was supposed to be meant as a joke to piss him off, but the more I see her, the more I adore her.

So cute, yet so sensible.

Tell me I’m not crazy.

blogging17 December, 2006

Fill in every question and don’t post w/o filling in every blank with at least a word.

  1. Never in my life have I: kicked a cat

  2. The last person I kissed was: some malay dude.

  3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always manage to make me smile: Pricky

  4. The high school I go to is: I forgot.

  5. When I’m nervous: I tremble, feel cold, and start asking alot of questions.

  6. The last time I cried was: 3 weeks ago, quarrelled with my brother.

  7. My hair: smooth but weak. Prone to falling.

  8. When I was 5, I: was living in the same place I am living now.

  9. My Christmas last year: I watched King Kong.

  10. When I turn my head to my right, I see: The TV.

  11. I should be: eating more healthily, and sleep more regularly. And use more moisturiser.

  12. When I look down I see: my legs on chair.

  13. The craziest recent event was: I can’t tell you cos it was really quite silly.

  14. By this time next year: I hope to find someone.

  15. I love: the smell of new bags and clothes.

  16. I have a hard time understanding: this emotion called jealousy.

  17. One time at a family gathering: I reckoned that it would be the last time I wanna seeing the others.

  18. You know I like you if: I help you and do little things for you.

  19. Take my advice: always make a backup copy of everything important to you.

  20. My ideal breakfast is: Macdonald big breakfast, change the hashbrown to bacon.

  21. If you visit the place I grew up: you’ll realised there’s nothing much to see.

  22. Soon I plan on visiting: Bali or Krabi.

  23. If you spend the night at my house: you MUST help me finish my work.

  24. The world could do without: Aids, STDs and sexual taboos.

  25. The most recent thing I bought: a top

  26. My favourite brunette is: Angelina Jolie.

  27. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: Rabbits. Flapping with their ears.

  28. Last night I: slept far too long.

  29. My birthday is on: 2nd May

  30. Tomorrow I will be: facing a panel of lecturers for the 1st critic session. And I haven’t finish my work.

Bad Guy, Musings, Personal12 December, 2006

I have an old friend who ring me up once in a while to ask for help.

I almost always helped her, cos she’s the only one who understood me through my teenage angst period and also the only one whom I bothered to keep in touch with after getting out of secondary school.

3 years ago, “Hey can you help me with my portfolio? I have an interview with NAFA tomorrow.” And so I stayed over that night and helped her sketch Audrey Hepburn on the floor.

One and a half month earlier, “Hello, are you free to help me paint something for halloween?” This time I half-heartedly painted the hair of the Witch, and again, sketched the Lion on the floor. Yesterday, “Hey can help me get the pills? I so desperately need them.” If only you can hear how reluctant I was on the phone.

Darling, if I get 2 months worth of pills for you, how am I going to get my own 2 months of pills when I need them?

Someone seriously have to stop relying taking advantage of me in desperate moments, and someone seriously really have to stop being so kind to ungrateful friends.

Rant11 December, 2006

Greatly motivated by my best bud who took the entire night to tidy up her room, I thought I should to - you know.. for a more conducive working-cum-sleeping-cum-stoning environment?

And so I tried to tidy my room, and the key word here is tried. And that explains the half-hearted attempt in clearing my room.

One big IKEA bag of old bags and clothes, a 5 kg stack of magazines dated back to 2003, and a kinokuniya bag worth of old school notes later, I gave up.

Is my house a vacuum, or is my house a vacuum? Cos everywhere I turn, there’s a layer of dust.

This can be a little harsh on a girl who doesn’t have much hair on her body - I kept sneezing.