Little Dowager

Annoying people are everywhere, but no one takes the cake like this particular colleague who uses her Skype as a very good reason to talk crap with whoever is on the other line.

It’s not even the volume that bothers me.

“Wo piack piack ni de pi gu ah! *hearty chortle*” “Wei! Se mo si?! Wei! Wei! WEI! Se mo?! Se mo?! Ah, wei se mo?!” “Ni zhe ge sha gua blah-blah-blah-blah…” Insert *hearty chortle* randomly. And speak in heavy Malaysian accent.

It drives me fucking nuts, to be aurally bombarded with such inane and childish exchange everyday. To put it succinctly in Hokkien, it is really “Kong Sai Wei” (Talk shit).

You can just imagine the hokkien expletives going off in my head when I hear her voice/hearty chortle.

“CB! On the phone again. Cio cio cio… Cio lan lah.”

I tend to lose focus and interest fairly quickly. Which bothers me, cos it probably means I don’t get my things done quickly - if at all.

Was supposed to do the tech specs for my designs but went back to the drawing board instead, just because I don’t enjoy working on tech specs.

Excel gives me migraine.

Bought an iPod, convinced that I would convert the back-logged drama series into the device, and then realized that I cannot be half-assed to even bother.

Got a new phone yesterday, excited uploaded new themes/tones/screen saver/games into it. By today, I’m already ignoring.

I can cut my dress pattern halfway and leave it on my table for 3 weeks until I assemble the sewing machine. Oh yes and speaking of it, I haven’t really sewn any thing worth boasting about. So far, only a 5-min knit ribbing iPod socks.

Clothes. I bought jeans and tops. It’s been a week, they still need hemming and ironing.

eBay. Was exciting and fun to bid and receive packages all the way from US. Until nothing really catches my eyes anymore.

People like me should be banned from having children.

Sometimes I wonder what’s my purpose in life. I used to have a dream 2 months ago - it seems ridiculous now since I’ve settled in “nicely” into my job.

God, I so hate myself.