Sometimes my colleagues catch me smiling to myself like an idiot to the computer. If only they know what I’m smiling about. I’m talking to a Jerry Yen look-a-like, motherfuckers!
On another thought, I really don’t like it when they stand over my shoulder and conveniently flip through my sketchbooks, research journals, swatch cards - in short, making conversations with me. And I somewhat dread lunch-in not because I have to eat oatmeal, but I can barely stand the cacklings of my fellow colleagues. I rather just eat at my desk, plug into the iPod and solve my sudoku in peace.
I don’t believe I’m an unfriendly/antisocial person, I just like quiet moment to myself sometimes. Still wondering if I should go for the annual staff dinner - it’ll wreck my new eating plan but if I opt out of it, will it paint me as an unlikeable/distant person to the boss? Afterall, he is the one who told me to "work my charm" to my advantage.
Some days I wished I still work at Outram - at least I have more photographic opportunities there.
Gotta sleep, lest I wake up late again tomorrow.
